hi bobaty i checked ur site as i promised and iam glad i did,the music is very calming should open it each day b4 sleeping,i read what i wrote 2 u a year ago and i started hating my self iam not changing to a better person,i gave advice to love ur self but i didnt follow it,the things i faced last 6 mnth hurt me a lot,well i realize i must get back 2 my self again.u have nice friends who love u,i read about ur friend who thinks all women r searchng after money tell him its not true,lots of women search only for emotions and care and if he meets a girl who isnt he should drop her and move on.i want u to attatch one of my romantic poems so both men and women get to remember that in the middle of all z fights and running around us we should stick to love and only love its our only way out .